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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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-Mariana
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Saturday, August 1, 2009 12:35 PM
Day of yesterday , went to Cantonment in the morning , met up with
i/o omg ! he is so rilek , cool seyhs . Well i act blur lurhs , then end the thing
fast . :D hahhaa , then , after that , went to VivoCity . I was with my
sister actually . So , yea , went Vivo & went 's h o p p i n g' at Giant .
I took , i mean , bought . I bought some stuffs . Then , we headed to Vivo rooftop ,
and ate our bought BurgerKing , SUPER HOT DAY . I was like , suntanning -.-
then , after slacking around there , we headed to ToaPayoh , and met up with
my sister's Utube friends . Hear them play guitar and sang , then , my sister and i
headed to Orchard , met up with my sister's boy and his friends and his brother .
Then , my sister and her guy sent me to somerset mrt , and i headed back home from there
alone , hahhaaha , super tired -o- i miss my handphone ! i wanna new phone !
i'm wishing for nokia 5730 Xpressmuxic .
Day of today , like , wht the hell T.T
Ridwan told me i cant meet syafiqah already , and tht syafiqah told
him that . Parents ?! GAH , for once give us some understanding uh .
our way of life is different from others . AND NOBODY teaches me how to be like
this kay , to mama uh . Dont ever seyh my sister is the one who teach me .
Its just coincidentaly , we took the same path . A life is for us to experiment good &
bad , a world is for us to explore . I may not be matured enough to understand
all these things , but , hey , im 14 , havent gone through 35 or what yet .
i have a much more longer journey to go . Studies are only for 10 years ?
which will survive you for like 40 years ? 50 years ?
i am not being a devil or angel here . im stating whats on my mind now .
i may not have wonderful friends , but , they are always there for me .
They may give me advices , but its my choice to ignore it or not .
I know i've to study , sometimes , i need a break and try other things .
Who in the world has never say any vulgarities in their life ?
Who in the world has never done bad things ?
Who in the world is good enough to know what will happen ?
This is life uh , what we have now , wont be when our body die .
we will be alive forever but not our body . We know each other when we're alive ,
but we dont when our soul left the body . We need money to survive
on Earth , we need friends to make us think brighter , but we need nothing when
we're dead . I may be blur , i may be not , sometimes , its just a way of ending things .
If i had 3 wishes , i want to be with Shari forever , i want no kiosk ,
i want every hardship to end .
Baby , being with you has always been my happiness .
I felt safer whenever you're around , i've felt it .
i felt happier whenever you're right here beside me .
You kept me laughing always , at times i got mad ,
but i'm sorry on that . I didnt regret loving you dearest .
I love you so much , and i mean it .
i/o omg ! he is so rilek , cool seyhs . Well i act blur lurhs , then end the thing
fast . :D hahhaa , then , after that , went to VivoCity . I was with my
sister actually . So , yea , went Vivo & went 's h o p p i n g' at Giant .
I took , i mean , bought . I bought some stuffs . Then , we headed to Vivo rooftop ,
and ate our bought BurgerKing , SUPER HOT DAY . I was like , suntanning -.-
then , after slacking around there , we headed to ToaPayoh , and met up with
my sister's Utube friends . Hear them play guitar and sang , then , my sister and i
headed to Orchard , met up with my sister's boy and his friends and his brother .
Then , my sister and her guy sent me to somerset mrt , and i headed back home from there
alone , hahhaaha , super tired -o- i miss my handphone ! i wanna new phone !
i'm wishing for nokia 5730 Xpressmuxic .
Day of today , like , wht the hell T.T
Ridwan told me i cant meet syafiqah already , and tht syafiqah told
him that . Parents ?! GAH , for once give us some understanding uh .
our way of life is different from others . AND NOBODY teaches me how to be like
this kay , to mama uh . Dont ever seyh my sister is the one who teach me .
Its just coincidentaly , we took the same path . A life is for us to experiment good &
bad , a world is for us to explore . I may not be matured enough to understand
all these things , but , hey , im 14 , havent gone through 35 or what yet .
i have a much more longer journey to go . Studies are only for 10 years ?
which will survive you for like 40 years ? 50 years ?
i am not being a devil or angel here . im stating whats on my mind now .
i may not have wonderful friends , but , they are always there for me .
They may give me advices , but its my choice to ignore it or not .
I know i've to study , sometimes , i need a break and try other things .
Who in the world has never say any vulgarities in their life ?
Who in the world has never done bad things ?
Who in the world is good enough to know what will happen ?
This is life uh , what we have now , wont be when our body die .
we will be alive forever but not our body . We know each other when we're alive ,
but we dont when our soul left the body . We need money to survive
on Earth , we need friends to make us think brighter , but we need nothing when
we're dead . I may be blur , i may be not , sometimes , its just a way of ending things .
If i had 3 wishes , i want to be with Shari forever , i want no kiosk ,
i want every hardship to end .
Baby , being with you has always been my happiness .
I felt safer whenever you're around , i've felt it .
i felt happier whenever you're right here beside me .
You kept me laughing always , at times i got mad ,
but i'm sorry on that . I didnt regret loving you dearest .
I love you so much , and i mean it .