Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with Aliff Bin Raffi Faizal Bin Omar
'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency,
as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love
someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is
that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart.
Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything?
Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences,
she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But
unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children,
we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable.
But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable. My HomepageTaggedTumblrTwitter
Know that the pain will pass and when it passes ,
you will become stronger , happier , more sensitive and aware .
My ipod's stucked on replay because it's in love with you , mickey .
- Open book -
26th January 2010
Here I am , sitting in the office , waiting for the principle to arrive , thinking what I've done wrong again when I thought everything was a new start for me this year . Oh wait ....
*Sigh* The principle just came and told me , that Mr Amos is here and still continuing the investigation . When I heard he said 'investigation', the feeling of freezing ice cold , blasted towards me , my heart's beating fast and caught me worried . The feeling squeezed my heart that my eyes were watery . All this while I thought the case was done , until now , the nightmare has just begun .
- Closes book -
Joseph Vincent ! OMG ! his voice melts me down to the core the Earth . oh am gee ! (= especially when he sang Replay , so nice , I could hear to it all day long (: I'm still down with the flu , but no more with the fever .
Dance practice starts this Friday , Kit Yee told me though .. So , I'm going for Red Cross this Friday . Hey hey , listen up , I LOVE MY NOVIO . novio is in espaniol by the way . For those who hates me , tu madre es una puta .
You know I know , tonight is the night to let it go ~ baby fly with me as we make our great escape . Jospeh Vincent sang that too (: so nice !
Saturday, January 23, 2010 2:49 PM
run the show
effing cute right ? carpet and me (: cute cute cute cute :D HAHA .
I miss my boyfriend . I know I'm never getting tired of saying it over and over again , but I really do miss him \: this monday , 25th january is our one year anni and I can't even meet him )'= *sigh* Why ? because , my mum is fetching me from school from the other day onwards . So , every after school , my boyfriend's face will change to my mum's . How did all this happend ? well, the other day me and him are together as usual at Dover after school ended . While we were on our way to the bustop , my uncle missed call me , so I called him back and he said he saw my boyfriend and I together D': so , its kinda stupid . what to do ? my uncle was the one who told my mum about it and I was telling my mum that my uncle saw the wrong person because I had Dental appointment at the Primary school . So , from that day onwards , my mama monster would fetch me home from school .
Sunday, January 17, 2010 1:46 AM
I dont know why , but I love watching this video again and again and again :D
Saturday, January 16, 2010 11:57 PM
Forget about the stoopit angriness I had just now . HAHA . From far it looked like Nokia charger , when I went closer to check , it was my handphone charger from the start and I didn't lost it (: goooooooooooooooooooood :D
PISSED MANNN ! D:<
ANGRYYYYYYYY ! I LOST MY HANDPHONE CHARGER and my dad is sooooohoooo gonna kill me sooner or later 'cos he's not at home now . OMG ! it was in my school bag all day long , every day and every second ! where the hell is it ?! FCKED UP MANN .
Me and my school is great , as per NORMAL . Study study study study study like motha dog mad . I'm learning Spanish a little . Tu madre es una puta . your mother is a whore ! Yo amo a mi novio . I love my boyfriend ! ¿Cómo puedo perder mi cargador de teléfono?! Soy la maldición del dios enojado ahora. Byebye ! I'm gonna eat now . BACK OFF . MY BAD DAY . OR YOU COULD SAY BAD NIGHT .
Saturday, January 9, 2010 10:55 PM
I came to party and You came with patty .
I've been busy with school lately |: So , I should be updating once a week or I'll post when I've the free time (: I've been enjoying my life as a fresh start for the year . Studied as hard as I could . I've been wanting to edit and get a new look for 2010 of this stoop-ed up blog -.-
One thing that really got me stressed up is when one force me to go their way . fook-ed up sia .. And oh , by the way , its like 2010 already and i still got annoyed by the Bytchas in my class . HAHAHA .
I wanna save up money mannn , like seriously (: okay , randommm . And oh , I'm chatting with Ghafran now :D SPEAKING OF WHICH , now I remember , ADAM (: He left my a message last week , I think ? then , I didn't know , after one or two days , I checked in my Tagged during school (:
Adam : heyhey youyou!! how are you?? i'm back from portugal. haha. i miss you man. you start school on monday right? wana meet me after that?? damn its been along long long loooooooooooong time i never lpk with you guys. haha. how's the rest. oh anw, contact me on this number 96******!! byebye friend! till then! =)
Yana : OKay , (: i long time never contct sya anyw , HAHA , things crops mann . Change number also never text me thru phone ): sobsob , anw , MISS YOU LARH DUMB . HAHA :D
Adam : what happen to sya?? how can i tell you wheni'm at portugal?? haha. what la you. lol.hey, when can we meet?? i wana see you!!! hahaha. long time nvr see your round chubchub chubby face. roflmao! joking. meet outside your school also can. haha.
Yana : HAHA , by the way , sorry for late reply to your msg horr ! i'm busy with school . HAHA , i was in school just now .. anyway , how about thursday ? awhile only , cos , I can't be home late y'know .. like just look at your face for a few seconds and go off . HAHAHAHA XD joking . anything contact me lurhs , i wanna sleeeeeeeep now (=tired manzxs . NIGHTS adam the dumb :B
Adam : ok. thursday will do. give me ur number. i dnt have.
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I was like , OMG-ing in class ! hahah , when I read his first message in class . I ran to Alin and told her about him in Singapore already . HAHA and some of my classmates and teachers actually read it -.- Kpokia . hahaha ..
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 1:49 PM
Hey hoe ~
HELLO ? I'm posting -.- okay , im in class . MY ALIEN FRIEND , told me to post for her . so jyeah ... HAHAHAHH ... She just said bullshit tuh mehh . XD
Friday, January 1, 2010 2:48 AM
HELLO twenty-ten . Byebye twenty-nine .
Yeah , I didn't went anywhere or did anything to celebrate the New Year to myself . Went to Sembawang to feed my granny at night . I was in the kitchen after awhile before I heard the roaring pops of fireworks of 2010 . Felt myself saddening . Didn't celebrate the fresh New Year with my guy .
I didn't buy a new school bag D: Daddy said no need . ): he said use the old bag . damn . I want a new bag D: plus I didn't buy new uniform . LOL . I miss my boyfriend . *TweetyBirdSmile* (: So what if I'm posting about me missing my boyfriend , like I said always , I never get tired of saying it over and over and over and over again ! :D
~ Too high can't come down , Its in my head spinning round and round , do you feel me now .. ?~
I love that verse mannn . HAHA . Anyway , I'm hearing my recordings . I've got several records . I was bored mannn , so I decided to get some recordingZXS . Hahaha xD whateverhhh . Byebye (= I wanna take care of his and my pet society .
Happy TWENTY-TEN to all my readers and wish you a happy and no-war-ing , new year (= We're humans , so , please .. I fight with Aliens . Not ALIeNs . get it ? not alins . but aliens . OH by the way , I saw Ms Yong on tv ! HAHA , she's my english teacher . will she still be my english teacher this year ? maybe -.- anyway , i wanna disturb her , MS DANA . HAHA , bye (= and taking care ~