Saturday, August 13, 2011 3:47 AM
Yup. I've decided to get on a new post! :) Today is Saturday and I'm very excited and looking forward to this bloody day! Meeting Razia! Omg! + I'll be going out with Aliff too. So happy. I haven't seen Razia for like, close to 3 years. Totally miss her. During the primary school years, Razia and I wasn't even close until we were in Primary 6. GOSH! We were totally best friends ♥ Miss those old times :)
Monday - Went to school and had National Day Celebration. Awesome day! No lessons.
Tuesday - Public Holiday. Stayed @home with my family. Spend half of the day sleeping.
Wednesday - School holiday. Baby ♥ came over to my crib! :) then I send him home.
Thursday - I sleep at 5am and was lazy to attend school..
Friday - Woke up at 6.30am(surely late for school), so I didn't go to school. Went back to sleep and woke up at 11+, went to school at 3+ to finish up my DNT Coursework. I finished about 5? Met up with babylove at Clementi at 6pm. HE WAS HOT! because he had his new haircut. Couldn't stop starring throughout the time I was with him. Hahaha! It was like I don't even know him in the first place. :D When I was walking to the bustop after sending babylove home, I saw the full moon at 7.10pm in the open sky. Hahaha, the moment I saw the moon, I immediately took my phone out to text Brian about the moon being full for him. I think again, and typed the message out in the text box, I think again, I deleted the whole text and locked my phone. Took it out again and texted babylove about the moon being full for him, but I don't think he even saw the full moon cos, he went to sleep and didn't even talked about it. :\ It's ok, right?
When Syafiqah's gone abroad, I felt like I've got no one else whom I could count on, to share my feelings with, and that the only person I'm next person who is closest and able to share out feelings with is Aliff, my own boyfriend. But the problem is when the main problem to me is him, I can't possibly let it out to him himself! That's just retarded.
I'm still upset about that part which he talked to that girl! OMG. She wasn't fine and he offered her to call him and talk? DUDE, I've got so many guy friends, but I don't talk to them on the phone. How come you comfort her and talked about her problems on the phone? GOD. The moment I knew about that on Thursday, I was like, GAAAAAAH! I posted on my fb 'DAMN ANGRY, FELT LIKE BANGING MY HEAD ON THE EDGE OF THE DOOR. _|_' I was so angry. Gladly, Syafiqah called me. We talked about An too. She was being upset with him. I told her nowadays guys are very *--------* So we talked about our problems on the phone and we had a great laugh together :) It's like the only person I can count on and someone who really understands me is Syafiqah. And yet, Aliff wanted me to tell him why I cried on that Thursday night. I don't want him to think I being too sensitive or he might just say about me talking to guys. I mean, c'mon! they're just friends, to the most we only chatted through the internet. It's not like I gave them my number out and told them to call me right? :( hmm.. It's like, each time I wanted to trust him fully, there goes my worries. I miss how I don't need to worry/think so much when I was with Brian. oh my god what the hell is wrong with me? Alright. I'm gonna check on some games now. ;) toodles.