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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009 2:52 AM
babe , im sorry .
okay , so called happiest day , and it ends up the worst of the worst . Look , thou your blog got deleted , im sure you still can locate my url somehow . Girl , i'm sorry i cant change you , i'm sorry if i didnt have the pride to speak right in your face whats good and bad . i know what your parents are doing now is cruel . but , think again of what you've done to them , they're your parents , i mean , what i've done to you .. i promised to change when we surrender ourselves .. now i cant even sleep cos every single thing happend so fast . kakak aku tk balek , im worried for her too , i need to worry for ayu too , cos he .. sighh , i dont know what to say , and theres something , but , its too urgh ! nevermind , i was shocked earlier on , i was crying .. then suddenly had a phonecall from you , and the first thing you asked me was wheather i could fetch you , i was like , whoa .. wait a minute .. i'm missing chapter 1 , and im on chapter 3 already , kinda thing . now , i'm having my mind all messed up . and here comes those emo-ness , i cried like i've just broke up with my boyf just now , before sya called me up . i mean , if i could , i would cab to where sya is now , and if her parents are there , i'd beg them on my knees to forgive syafiqah , we've always been together these few months with her , though what we did was a bad thing , i'm trying to change , but , slowly .. like for example , you smoke .. addicted to it , how are y'gonna stop ? it takes time .. and it takes a whole lot of time to heal a wounded heart , of a parent . i can even sleep now , everything single thing ! happend very fast ! how pathetic . if only i escorted her home just now , i dont mind .. eventhough i'll be home late , at least im helping , lagy2 raye dah dekat , and all these happend . ape nie ? mane mariana bte sarip tak stress , psal titikateq and izah and pests sumuer bullshit nie , i dont care already uh .. i take you like my own sister seyh .. kaw share ngan aku , aku share ngan kaw .. susah uh .. but , babe , whatever it is , aku minta maaf .. aku klau boleh , lepas school i try carik your parents , no promises . i'm just giving myself a task to be done . setan tetap setan , girlfs tetap girlfs , kawan tetap kawan , sedare tetap sedare .