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Mariana☮
Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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-Mariana
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Thursday, September 3, 2009 9:19 PM
SUSPENSION , okay , nehmind .. aku nak cabot lak kul 2.15pm , nk amek handphone aku , carik miss wong , tanyer asl aku nk balek siang ? aku kate : need to go hospital visit my auntie uh . : miss wong : oh , okay , does your mother know ? : aku kate : oh , no , my father , but i got my auntie number . : dier tanak number makcik aku , nak number bapak aku jgk ... aku kasi ... tnggu dier sampai brape jam , puas hati aku tnggu pat detention room , aku pegy , aku menangis sial .. babibuchibai makcik kaw nyer laki nyer lan jio punnyer anjeng sundal sesat jubo luh . Aku balek , kakak aku mintak duet , cantek uh tu , aku tgh bad mood semcm , kaw lagy mintak aku duet , aku dalah tak suker org mintak duet , amek card aku byler aku tak suker . maciam puki luh . LAGY , aku gadoh ngan si Ayu plak , alamak .. Sumpah tady aku tanak balek sial .. Pertapis pon pertapis uh ehh , fiker ape aku jahat snggt pe ? eh , aku bdk baek sial .. aku tak maen baju dokk , aku maen solo , aku tk suker org carik gadoh sial ngan aku . Big Fck Uh . No Money , No Out uh .. Klau mau kluar , biken duet uh , baru free free gi jalan . Supposed by fact , aku takleh kasi sial password atm aku , adek kakak , memang uh adek kakak , sumuer bender ade boundaries sial .. Jgn act big shyt uhk , apesal kaw biken bende susah snggt nie ? tak lepak bleh mampos kepe ? kaw bilang aku hari tu , last last , ah ye luh , last amek duet ngan atm aku ? atm card tu dah bleh simpan uhk kaw , aku blom pernah sial kluarkan duet dari atm aku sendiri . ape lagi bsk aku dah janji ngan Gegerl mau gi buker puase pat arnold , kaw kater laen umur , laen kawan .. oh , kirekan kaw kate we bdk kecik kaw bnyk nyer big ? okay , aku accpt uhk , byler mau kawen ? bsk ? ah ye lah .. prepaid aku pon aku belom sempat nak save kaw nak amek duet aku . SETIAP KALI AKU TGH SAVE , KAW AMEK . ade faham tak ? skali skali takmo bikin bende susah uh . Aku dah janji bsk gi arnold sak , aku blom top up ezlink lagy , aku blom beli barang skola lagi , nak duet ,, gi kerje uh , ALAMAK , darah go upstairs sial . Abeh tu , bapak aku kate, byler aku tgh ade suspension , kate on th phone ..papa : kaw nak jumper siape ?!
aku : nak jumper kawan , sblm 5 balek ..
papa : ape kawan ?! kawan tak important , yg important skolah ke kawan ?
aku : skolah .
papa : kaw nak jumpe kawan ke si laki tu , hari tu kaw jumpe dier kan ?!
aku : nana jumper kawan nana luh .
papa : no no no no . skrng kaw gi abes kaw nyer detention , pastu balek tros .
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aku fed up abes byler dier kate kawan tak important , mmng betol uh , tak important , but , slame nyer pat skola aku sorang keper ? klau tkder kawan , takde freedom of fikeran sak . Ah ye lah , sumuer bende aku biken salah , gi tanam uh diri korng .
GAAAAAH ! aku tgh nanges )': i want my baby D': baby , i miss you . i love you seyh , i takut gyler rabak kehilangan u seyh tht i every malam i nanges sblm tdo , i klau boleh nak jumper u hari2 , hug u hari2 .. skrng , dah cnnt jumpe , i sedih seyh b .. you are my special ecstacy taw , im addicted to you , i happy byler u ade , sorry uhk smlm i buat muke ngan u , but i tak suker tnggukan org sampai 2 3 4 5 6 jam . Baby , pape bende yg i dah buat salah ngan u , i sorry ekh . memang uhk u tanak bace blog i . mungkin , u tak beberape faham and not really knowing whts blogs are for . But , klau u tk read pon , at least this is what im gonna say , i love you so much , and i mean it . ups and downs we've been through , mak bapak i tk suke u , let me prove them wrng that this time , i bleh trust u to love me more than other guys had ever loved me . I love you like ive never love anyone before . ive given you my heart on 25 january 2009 , i hope you'll be willing to take good care of it , and shower it with love baby . i love you so so so so so so much Mhd Shari .
GAAAAAH ! aku tgh nanges )': i want my baby D': baby , i miss you . i love you seyh , i takut gyler rabak kehilangan u seyh tht i every malam i nanges sblm tdo , i klau boleh nak jumper u hari2 , hug u hari2 .. skrng , dah cnnt jumpe , i sedih seyh b .. you are my special ecstacy taw , im addicted to you , i happy byler u ade , sorry uhk smlm i buat muke ngan u , but i tak suker tnggukan org sampai 2 3 4 5 6 jam . Baby , pape bende yg i dah buat salah ngan u , i sorry ekh . memang uhk u tanak bace blog i . mungkin , u tak beberape faham and not really knowing whts blogs are for . But , klau u tk read pon , at least this is what im gonna say , i love you so much , and i mean it . ups and downs we've been through , mak bapak i tk suke u , let me prove them wrng that this time , i bleh trust u to love me more than other guys had ever loved me . I love you like ive never love anyone before . ive given you my heart on 25 january 2009 , i hope you'll be willing to take good care of it , and shower it with love baby . i love you so so so so so so much Mhd Shari .
Currently listening to : Pussycat Dolls - Out Of This Club .