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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Friday, October 9, 2009 8:38 PM
Never had a thought of this break-up . I'm sorry . I just thought it's the best
for you and me , each time my mum say those dreadful things to me
about you , i felt the lightning stiked my heart , right deep through . I miss
you , move on or not ? Even if i move on , i don't think i would have the same
happiness that i'd with you . Thick & thin , ups & downs , you've always made
me happy , though we havent been to the movies or dine , i'm still happy
as long as i get to share my laughter and happiness with you .
Every hug , every laughter and every kiss you gave me
meant everything . I miss you so much , can't stop thinking about you the
whole day . I really do miss you . Hope you'll move on .
Met him , after waiting for Sya to finish her papers . I tried my best to keep those tears in . How i wished we could continue our relationship , we then met at carpark , had a talk awhile , he gave me back my mp3 , and my geekspects , then he gave me the necklace i got for him , i rejected it and wanted him to have it , i rejected twice , and i think again , i can't let him remember me , he have to move on and he can't have the things i've given him . The third time , he opened his palm , and i took the necklace from him . I cried , can't bear to leave him after all we've gone through . i stood up , hugged him )': and cried , he looked at me , and wiped my tears off , and made me promised him never to cry again . I hugged him again , holding him tight , never wanna let go . He pulled me back , and i got my last kiss from him , and we stood up and that's the end . I walked out of the carpark , walked to Sya , then we walked to bustop , and saw Ayu there . 147 came , Sya & i took the bus , went up the deck , and sat . The bus drove off , i looked down the window , Ayu and i smiled back at each other , i could see the sadness in him behind the smile he gave me . I felt so wrong forcing him to let me go . But , we were never meant to be together . My family pinned their hatred to his family . No matter what , i'll always be here for him . sigh . I miss saying hughug to him .