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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 8:29 PM
Though i enjoyed my new life , i can't seem to move on again . Everything , went down the drain again , but much much more deeper to the core of depth . Everything i do , was wrong . Am i dreaming or something ? Though my main post was supposed to be about Wynn and lepak stuff . Still , everything happend , GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH ! Like seriously , what the fuck uh . i kept on bleeing my heart out of tears .
My mum called , a seriously long story , quarreled w her otp , tried to control myself , so i kept quiet and listened to all her 'ADVICE' . I listened , and cried , cried till i can't even hear my heart's happiness . Cried , till now , can't even see what i am typing , my sight , blurring out .
Tmr , meet up with my boyf , get my mp3 back , and go off . Why can't i be with him ?! each time he said those things , like , *sigh* i can't think of anything else . I wanna RunAway , i wanna die , i wanna end my life like how my mum wanted it to be . I never would've wished i was born . Can't take it . I need somebody , but at the same time , i dont have the mood to be with that somebody . It's hard to make choices .
I was just wanted to tell her i passed all of my subjects . But , since she told me not to call her 'mother' then , forget it . Why can't i enjoy my life , i'm doing well with studies , except my maths is going down , but , i can cope . Now , i dont even think i could have that pathetic Dover house of mine , i mean , i can't get to stay there alone without my mum and dad and anybody . Like , *sigh* i'm off-ing outta here .