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Mariana☮
Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Sunday, February 21, 2010 7:55 AM
I'm having a backache , ouch !
I haven't sleep mannn , busy with downloading the 22 new songs . Darn it ! :D
The Run Away Girlfs , haha ! weird name . HAHA , by the way , this Rahmat ,
he's kinda shawt but taller than me , haha ! we've been on the phone recently
can't imagine it , funny :D
and oh , had a fight again with Ayu on the Friday afternoon , have I blogged about it ?
I don't think so eh . He kept on sending me messages like I have no idea ah ,
weird ones , you know weird ? yes , weird ones . Then he called me , of cos I
was upset and angry for the messages he send to me , we talked awhile ..
and kept on asking me this " you nak ape ? i kasi . you nak ape ?! i kasi ." again
and again and I told him lah that I want nothing , then he said " Jangan nak
konek uh , you nak ape ?! i kasi . " who not angry right ? I got frustrated and threw
my phone down and it slides down ended up hitting by the pillar nearby . I put my
head down on the wooden bench table and cried , I hate it whenever he does the
quarrelling , seems so evil . I'm becoming scared of him , he's like a stranger each
time we fought .
My friend picked up my phone put back the battery and cover together , switched it on and
my boyf texted me .. after awhile he called , Jasmine picked up the call and i've no idea
what they said . Then , Alin called him for me and told him that I didn't want anything
and he said he is a man of his words and he hung up the call . that was what i heard .
Alin and Jasmine suggested to me for a break and go for the Rahmat ,
it's not that I don't want but it's hard for me to let go and I don't want to come
back to him begging to be with me again in future . So , I'd rather not break with
him and try to refresh my mind back . I was so upset that I couldn't even focus
on the dance practice after that . Got home , thinking what I've done wrong and
figured again over and over of breaking up . I'm lazy to type now , i got to go , toodles .
I'll update soon .