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Mariana☮
Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010 12:29 AM
25/01/09 - 12/04/10
Mhd Shari ,
Thanks for the love and concern and time you'd spent for me .
I never knew my feelings would be like this sooner or later , but
I can't seem to find the difference in you and all of the other guys .
Are you cruel or are you not ? I tried keeping those tears in but I
can't seem to control it .
Who the hell is this Zielah ? She texted me , She's your girlfriend and told
me to stop bothering you and we're over ? We've been together for a year
baby , a year and 3 months ? How could I let you go ? I've waited for you
patiently , texted you each time I've reached school or reached home and
I know you won't reply . Why must you be away from me ? I thought
you said you love me whenever you did . I miss you so much and
never thought it would end . What have I done ? You should've just
told me earlier that you want to leave me shattering apart , never would I thought
us to be over . The first time I hear your voice , it made my heart smiles
and I fell for you . When we first met , I never planned out how I want
to spend my time with you . You hurt me was all I could say for now .
Never have I ever ever thought of letting you go , I've waited for you , thinking
I could be with you like how we used to when we met earlier on . I was born
when you kissed me , i was living my life when i'm with you , I died when you left me .
She told me you've been together since November ? Yeah , now I
can understand why You and Your friends always tease me of scandaling
when you yourself is just the same . Guys , I don't see any difference in each of them .
After checking facebook , I felt like I just wanna scream and jump down
from a cliff . I studied hard in school , thinking I could be a good person ,
or maybe more than a person to you . I waited for you , I never knew you
would just vanish off just like that . You're just the same . No one can prove
me wrong . So , that's it , this time , we're seriously over Shari . Oh ,
not to worry , I still can live without you .