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Mariana☮
Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Sunday, May 16, 2010 5:29 AM
I don’t go looking for trouble . Trouble usually finds me .
I believe that everything happens for a reason . People change so that you can learn to let go . Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right . You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself , and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together . There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it , and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good . After all , life is too short to be anything but happy . If my life was a storybook , I think I would've burned the pages that I couldn't understand at all like years ago . I'm really hoping this time , I'm back on track with the guy whom I love and not the other way round .
Maybe it makes sense , Farah used to thought that Him and me had broken up , she said He was the one who told her . But , he spent most of his time with me , seriously most . I miss those scene you used to show me , those anger whenever you did something wrong towards me , you went all maniac by hitting yourself and it hurts me . After all the things we've been through .. arghh , why am I thinking again ? Wasn't my mind all set ? Set to label him as a cheater and the worlds' most professional playboy ever ? I've always had the doubts that he was cheating on me . I could feel it somehow , but some parts just make me give in . This is crazy , I'm still not forgetting . I'm having STM but I can't even forget those pathetic days , or months or maybe the year ?!
All I need to do now is to tilt my head up high and reach for the stars above because those are the chances to the life I'm gonna change . They can pull me down , but I'm gonna smash them lower than how they stoop me . I love Brian David Tay (: Never thought I'm being in love with my best friend . Uh , c'mon .. my classmates are my bestfriends .