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Mariana☮

17, Female ,Singapore .

Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with ~~Aliff Bin Raffi~~ Faizal Bin Omar

'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency,
as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love
someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is
that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart.
Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything?
Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.

She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences,
she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But
unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children,
we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable.
But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.

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Know that the pain will pass and when it passes ,
you will become stronger , happier , more sensitive and aware .

-Mariana

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Monday, May 3, 2010 12:43 AM

Life is not the amount of breaths you make, it’s the moments that take your breath away.

Dearest Mingky Brian , I love you babyboy , april30th'10 , I'll remember the day I found you (= I miss you so much , although I was sad much with the release of you to your mum , but you really need your mum or you'll die . Don't worry , when you're older , Imma get back to you baby ! You just gotta remember me okay Mingky ? One thing why I'm not so regretful , it's because I at least have your pictures (: although we're just together for a day and a night , I'm still gonna cherish every moment of it baby . I love mingkybrian ! I'm gonna buy a nice neckchain for you aites , for so , I hope you won't be caught by anyone before I could actually let you wear the chain . I miss you Mingki .

I've been busy with my classmates lately , haha ! It's like my life is back on track as if
I've never knew anyone from the public area , example ; Shari , he was the first outside school friend I had , and so he became my boyf .. and then we were happy , the next thing I knew is that I'm back to being alone and emo , but still the rocking kind . It's hard to explain how life is , or maybe we never were meant to judge it . It's a long story of how I've live my life .

This is my life and that's just the way I wanna live it . When I say don't judge me , means don't cos I'm not like the way you judge me , so what if I like to be disgusting and lame and rocking to the coolest ? That's just my life . HAH , go ahead and tell others of what you think I am when I'm not . That's how you're attitude is , being immature in your mind . My classmates are already like my siblings with hatred but most of all they're always there to make you happy and irritate you to the max -.-"

Sometimes , I felt happy receiving your message baby , but at times I just got tired to be waiting again and longer . You're fading , maybe I shouldn't have asked you to be mine .. Maybe the way it was , was meant to be that way and I shouldn't change it , everyone needs to move on . Don't take my words wrongly hun , I'm not saying I don't need you anymore , it's just that I don't see the point in being in a relationship with you and not progressing to anywhere . Speaking of which , I almost forgot , my birthday is coming , and it's in two days time . I don't know whatta say if nothing comes from you , sigh . I don't want my birthday to be like last year ._. spending my day at Clementi police station .

Tomorrow I'm going to Vivo again with Brian ,Wei Jun , Jia Liang and Heidi (: Maybe we'll be going to the movies , I really hope I could wake up early cos we're gonna meet at 10am -.- lol . So , Imma get to sleep now . Goodnight Earthlings .