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I never really knew you ,
You were just another friend ,
But when I got to know you ,
I let my heart unbend .
I couldn't help past memories ,
that would only make me cry ,
I had to forget my first love ,
and give love another try ,
So I've fallen in love with you ,
and I'll never let you go ,
I love you more than anyone ,
I just had to let you know ,
And if you ever wonder why ,
I don't know what I'll say ,
But I'll never stop loving you ,
each and every day ,
My feelings for you will never change ,
Just know my feelings are true ,
Just remember one thing ,
I Love You !

Afternoon ! As usual , try'na update . I've been 'camping' at my grandmother's house since Thursday *sigh* . I want nobody , nobody but him ! I want nobody nobody but him ! Nan dareun sarameun shirheo niga animyeon shirheo ! I want nobody nobody , nobody nobody .

My grandmother is really getting on my nerves here . She's been calling me again and again and I need to get out of this room repeatedly each time she shouts 'MARIANA' . DAMN I'm thinking this is like a nightmare although it doesn't have any sense of touch against me . How I wish and hope she's a heavy sleeper . That is so gonna give the lil' lady a piece of peace in mind . Everytime I get to her , she asks me the same question ! THAT'S PATHETIC , if she is a stranger or so .. I would've slapped her face ages ago . Who does she think am I ? Her lil' maid ? Can't call means , couldn't get through and the person is busy , but yet she kept on desperately wanting to get through that particular person . When she couldn't get anyone to pick up the phone , she claimed that the telephone is spoiled and stuff like it . DAMF , do you even know what the hell that is ? If not , tag me about it . She's so dramatic , she actually pee-ed in the kitchen instead of the toilet which is beside the kitchen and now she's coughing ... SEE SHES CALLING ME ! i just dialed my dad's number which she wanted . OMFG . She's really getting me , GAAAAAH ! If you're with me now , you should see the fucking pissed off face I'm supposed to give now ! and I'm going back home on the Sunday , like , what the fuck ? *I DISLIKE THIS PART OF POST .*

I haven't slept since yesterday , had been taking care of my grandmother and watch Ip Man in the morning with my sister , cleared the rubbish in the morning , then bought breakfast , then chatted with Eder , he really is nice to talk to , really (: He's from Spain , he's been in my contact list since years ago . Haha , texted and otp with Brian 'cos he is going off to work . And I'm guessing he's gonna call me later during his break-time .

School's staring , wish I could hope in wishing that I could hope that holidays could rewind again and again till I'm tired of it . Guess what ? I'm guessing it was last week ? or few weeks back , Mhd Shari texted me , asked me for money . You don't know him ? Well , here's a Wikipedia of him from my point of eye and experience . He is a bastard . I ditched him because I've finally woke up to see I'm in love with somebody who is a nobody and useless . I was with him from 25th January 2009 - 5th May 2010 , 5thMay , yes , my birthday . I broke with him because Brian gave my mind a thought that he is thousand times better than this pathetic Shari . When I'm with Shari , I've cried several times , countless times .. My family hated him and I still love him like nothing else . AND MY GRANDMOTHER IS CALLING ME . Me and Shari , are ages apart while me and Brian are 64 days apart . Enough of all these . I've been moving on , thanks to quotes and more .. Look on the positive side of life , it'll be the light to your mind . Now she's in my room , told me to dial using my handphone -.-

I heard the timetable sucks . We'll be ending the week by nightmares of MotherTongue every Thursday and Friday . Hmph >: what the hell . Imma get my ass cracking to watch Ip Man again , I can't stay here or I'll get much more pissed by my grandmother calling me again and again .

I'm still on the phone here , just wanna update stuff . Well , on the phone with Brian sleeping , hehe . This is cute , he talks in his sleep and it sounds more like he mumbles in his sleep ! So very cute .

I had a mini cut to my fringe (: It made me looked less near poser . Phew . Much more the way I wanted now , nice and short and a lil' bit irritating . Haha ! I love my hair and my boyfriend's hair and my boyfriend . He's never made me shed a tear or once made me start or participate in a quarrel . I love you .

He took off yesterday , didn't wanna disappoint him , so I tried to go out with him despite that I'm kinda busy with my grandmother , it's okay . We watched Toy Story 3 at Plaza Singapura (: The movie started at 1.10pm .. So , we had lunch at Macdonalds , then walked for a while till it's time to get into the cinema , the effing cinema was darn it cold ! I sat in my seat with Brian beside mine , guess what ? There was a 'cute' couple beside me , both with pussy . LESBIANS , BABES AND DUDES ! I actually sat beside a lesbian , it total creeps the whole shit outta me .

After movie , he followed me to Sembawang and we bought our dinner from Ananas Cafe . I gave the food to my grandmother then back to Brian , he was waiting for me outside .. We went to the highest storey of the block which was I think 16 ? Tried finding a place to eat , but non to be found . I decided that we find a seat downstairs where we used to eat by the vending machine there , but when we got there , some Chinese thingy conquered it , so we walked the shit around like a couple of idiot with red plastic in our hand . In the end , we ended back up nearby my grandmother's door . Haha ! Then had our dinner at the staircase , it was darn nice okay ! Threw the rubbish away and slacked with him at the staircase , nothing much happened , just suspense of the LIFT and FOOTSTEPS , apart from that , I get to tickle him like crazy ! Oh my god , he sounded funny and cute laughing XD My new hobby , tickling Brian David (:

School's re-opening soon and I didn't notice that till I got my eyes on the date in my phone's calendar . I haven't even done my homework and revision , total slack throughout the whole holiday , just me , Brian and outing . Might be doing homework with Brian this Thursday . Then when school opens , dance practice will be starting again .

To passerby aka sya sucks , your name itself doesn't make much sense . In a full term 'passerby as known as sya sucks' ? Meaning ? Hello , you're english is poorer than I've ever thought . Oh , me depressed ? No (: I'm never depressed , can't you simply read my blog , reader ? I'm perfectly enjoying my life like how I should ages ago ! You telling me off with a 'depressed' ?! Oh no no , if you're gonna think it that way then I don't think you've understood my blog posts here . You can go on reading this crap , go on .. Reply whatever shit you want on my Tagboard , oh I understand people with 'passerby' as their name so much , you guys just don't have much attention back at home (: See , I told you I'm understanding you more than your grandmother . Thank you .

I'm i'm i'm , updating my blog , that's why i'm laughing . HAHA . I'M OTP WITH BRIAN . OKAY , DONE . BYE .

DROP DEAD TIRED . IMMA GET TO SLEEP NOW . I'll update when I'm awake later .

Now right at this moment , 5:35am ! Finished watching Another Cinderella Story , again . It was still as nice . I wanna watch it again , maybe later . Bored to the maximum here and my babyboy is sleeping like a log at home , teehee :B I miss him truckloads down here , tired and having the good feeling of 'Putting informations in and test it again and again' kind of thing . You don't get it do you ?.. I've just finished doing and re-making the class blog ! and updated about the camp . I'm using my dad's laptop , and I don't know why there are irritating ants all over the screen and keyboard ~ damn irritatingggg gaaaaah D:<

Adam sent me a message through Tagged recently , I was omg-ing because it was so random of him to still remember me , not in a bad way lahh .. as in , we haven't been contacting since I don't know when , the same goes to Mil . Miss you guys ! Meet up soon , okay ?

Syafiqah Adilah Bte Amran , I really do miss you babe ! Sorry if I didn't contact you much or get myself online , but um .. hola ~ haha , I'm going to Malaysia this Friday to Sunday (: and then , your turn for a week . I guess ? yup . Let's all slack again soon ! and .. yah .

Now , I've updated and need to wake my mum up for work , and hey , my parents are like robots , they get up early for work , get home at 11 plus at night and sleep , and get up in the morning to get back to work again and again :D I wanna be a billionaire so I could buy lotsa hearts for my boyfriend ! random .

I love Selena Marie Gomez (born July 22, 1992)! I'm so loving her to the max . Haha , she's ubber nice (: I wanna meet her someday .. wow , big dream -.- Anyway , sneezing my way off till I could hardly breathe . Woke up freaking early , was my first time to be awake in the morning . I woke up early cos I couldn't sleep well last night , it's like I'm awake every 45 minutes since last night . I don't know why .

OMG , few seconds ago I'm so loving Greyson Michael Chance , might be the new Justin Bieber . Haha , check out Greyson's video's on Youtube , he actually talked to Lady Gaga live on Ellen's show . That's ubber cool . I've got to go , facebook me aites (:

4th June - 6th June ;

Had June Training Camp(JTC for short) , super tiring yet fun .. First night , Alin , Ellysha and I slept in the tent , before we could shut our DAMF eyes , we heard the whistle , FIREDRILL , in the middle of 2am when YOU are sleeping , so pathetic and we failed to get in down in time and blah blah blah . Group 4 wins the best group ! (: Congrats .

8th June - 9th June ;

Had Maths Camp cum Class Camp , pathetic right ? maths camp .__. haha ! fun too , but not as fun as JTC , I don't know why .. haha ! We walked from school all the way to Henderson Wave Bridge , then we bus-ed to Holland , then dinner there ..

10th June !

WATCHED KARATE KID with my boyfriend (: was supposed to be with a group , but turned out not many going , so just the two of us . Nice nice ! then we laughed our asses out to the max , too much to type out , haha ! I love my boyfriend , Brian David .

What if I'm dead the day after this ? When will I see myself truly different ? How am I gonna react when you're not by my side anymore ? Where will I be when you're gone ? What am I gonna do if you leave me one day ? What if you'll get tired of me one day ? Why am I thinking like this ? Am I worrying ?

It was a sudden thought about those when I saw the page 'I'm afraid of you getting bored of me' on Facebook , people say different races won't last long . I don't know , maybe I'll just have to get ready to be broken again after thinking he is my forever infinity one and only kind of thing . Nothing lasts forever , so does that mean I have to reject everything that was being given to me ? which is executable ? wait , what the hell am I talking about . OMG , bad English . Forget it .
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Celebrated the belated birthdays of mine and my dad's . Ate the birthday cake and went out at 730pm , late . That night was the night that I found out that My Daddy Got A New Car Baby! kinda thing . Proton Exora 7seater , was super omg ! so happy (: went to Changi and had our dinner of seafood , our table was the only one which had plates of dishes stacking up , ha-ha ! Then , we went to check out Safra bowling .. Full , we headed to ECP for bowling , ha-ha . After that we drove around for bapoks wth right ! Reached home around 2 in the morning .

31st May , daddy drove me to Tea Garden's MacDonald , met baby there , had our breakfast , walked to Commonwealth and bus-ed our way to school and had our Evac Silver and we passed ! Thanks to Ellysha Ho(: oh my god , I've updated !