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Mariana☮

17, Female ,Singapore .

Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with ~~Aliff Bin Raffi~~ Faizal Bin Omar

'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency,
as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love
someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is
that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart.
Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything?
Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.

She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences,
she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But
unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children,
we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable.
But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.

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Know that the pain will pass and when it passes ,
you will become stronger , happier , more sensitive and aware .

-Mariana

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Wednesday, June 2, 2010 4:23 AM

The world is full of obvious things, which nobody by any chance ever observes.

Falling in love is like
jumping off a really
tall building,
your brain tells
you it is not a good idea,
but your heart tells you,
you can fly.

What if I'm dead the day after this ? When will I see myself truly different ? How am I gonna react when you're not by my side anymore ? Where will I be when you're gone ? What am I gonna do if you leave me one day ? What if you'll get tired of me one day ? Why am I thinking like this ? Am I worrying ?

It was a sudden thought about those when I saw the page 'I'm afraid of you getting bored of me' on Facebook , people say different races won't last long . I don't know , maybe I'll just have to get ready to be broken again after thinking he is my forever infinity one and only kind of thing . Nothing lasts forever , so does that mean I have to reject everything that was being given to me ? which is executable ? wait , what the hell am I talking about . OMG , bad English . Forget it .
.____.

Celebrated the belated birthdays of mine and my dad's . Ate the birthday cake and went out at 730pm , late . That night was the night that I found out that My Daddy Got A New Car Baby! kinda thing . Proton Exora 7seater , was super omg ! so happy (: went to Changi and had our dinner of seafood , our table was the only one which had plates of dishes stacking up , ha-ha ! Then , we went to check out Safra bowling .. Full , we headed to ECP for bowling , ha-ha . After that we drove around for bapoks wth right ! Reached home around 2 in the morning .

31st May , daddy drove me to Tea Garden's MacDonald , met baby there , had our breakfast , walked to Commonwealth and bus-ed our way to school and had our Evac Silver and we passed ! Thanks to Ellysha Ho(: oh my god , I've updated !

I know you love me ,
I just don't care ,
you call my house phone ,
but i'm not there .
you want my love ,
it's not my fault ,
but who's baby is your pushin' in that cart .

Am I the daddy ?
qirl quit playin .
we used protection--
.. well i'm just sayin' ,
must be another's ,
cause she don't have my eyes ,
my first girl that I dated off craiglist ,

but that ain't my baby baby baby , nooo !
that's not my , baby baby baby , ohhh !
that ain't my , baby baby baby , nooo !
don't say that baby's mine.. mine..

I'm telling you ,
to stop being a stalker ,
I just can't believe that it's my daughter ,
and I'm tryne play it cool ,
but you show up at school ,
and it's embarrassing ,
when you throw my things ,
and I got stitches ,
cos you bit me ,
everytime I see you it feels like a bad dream ,
get out my town , town town town ,
and I just can't believe my first baby look so brown .

it's not my , baby baby baby , ohhh !
that ain't my , baby baby baby , nooo !
that can't be my , baby baby baby , ohhh !
don't say that baby's mine.. mine..

Luda!
oh that's my baby ,
you must be on drugs ,
there's nobody that can say that's my baby and until you take a test ,
i don't really giva fuck ,
you must be going crazy ,
you need some handcuffs ,
she's at my job daily ,
I work at starbucks ,
she likes to stand her ground ,
don't mover her feet, when i'm driving down the street and ,
she think i'm playin around ,
but imma take her up to Maury on the weekend ,
her breath has got me gazin' ,
and now she got me prayin' ,
who's baby are you raisin'
well justin keep on singin ..

baby baby baby , ohhh !
that ain't my , baby baby baby , nooo !
that can't be my , baby baby baby , ohhh !
don't say that baby's mine.. mine..

HAHA !