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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Sunday, July 18, 2010 3:32 AM
Hey , 143 !
I'm feeling down at the moment , I'll just updated with a story of my favorite bear ('=
The oldest , smallest house you can imagine was about to be knocked down . All the things that once made the house nice and cosy had been thrown outside and piled up in the front garden , from the soft springy bed the owners slept in , to the old wooden floorboards they used to walk on …
The oldest , smallest house you can imagine was about to be knocked down . All the things that once made the house nice and cosy had been thrown outside and piled up in the front garden , from the soft springy bed the owners slept in , to the old wooden floorboards they used to walk on …
.. and even , surely by some mistake , a little brown teddy bear .
He was trapped amongst all the other unwanted things , and couldn’t move . Then , one day , a very cold day , something fell from the sky … a little snowflake .
He was trapped amongst all the other unwanted things , and couldn’t move . Then , one day , a very cold day , something fell from the sky … a little snowflake .
It landed on the teddy bear’s little nose and then was followed by many more . He began to get cold , very cold indeed . More and more snow fell , heavier and heavier . The little bear was now so cold that his nose started turning blue … so cold that his brown fur started turning gray .
He was cold , unloved and all alone in the world , and felt very , very sad .
Winter finally passed and the weather got warmer . One beautiful spring day , a little girl was playing near the old house , when she spotted the gray bear in the pile of unwanted things . He was like no other bear she had ever seen and she pulled him out from where he was trapped .
Winter finally passed and the weather got warmer . One beautiful spring day , a little girl was playing near the old house , when she spotted the gray bear in the pile of unwanted things . He was like no other bear she had ever seen and she pulled him out from where he was trapped .
She dusted him down and lifted him high in the sky to look at him .
“A gray teddy bear .. with a blue nose?” she thought . “How strange!”
The teddy bear wanted to cry . He thought she didn’t like him and would throw him back with the other unwanted things .
“But he’s lovely!” she continued and she fell completely in love with him . She ran home as fast as her little legs would carry her , to see if her Grandma could patch him up as a lot of his stuffing had fallen out , and he was very much in need of repair .
“A gray teddy bear .. with a blue nose?” she thought . “How strange!”
The teddy bear wanted to cry . He thought she didn’t like him and would throw him back with the other unwanted things .
“But he’s lovely!” she continued and she fell completely in love with him . She ran home as fast as her little legs would carry her , to see if her Grandma could patch him up as a lot of his stuffing had fallen out , and he was very much in need of repair .
She looked on as her Grandma replaced his stuffing and patched up his holes . His stitches had started showing where the fur had worn away , but the little girl thought he looked perfect .
It was all cosy and warm in the little girl’s house and the bear felt all cosy and warm in his heart . However , his nose was still blue and his fur was still gray , and they would never return to brown .
He was unique among teddy bears .
It was all cosy and warm in the little girl’s house and the bear felt all cosy and warm in his heart . However , his nose was still blue and his fur was still gray , and they would never return to brown .
He was unique among teddy bears .
The little girl gave him a great big hug . She loved him more than anything else in the world , her little gray, blue-nosed bear .