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Mariana☮

17, Female ,Singapore .

Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with ~~Aliff Bin Raffi~~ Faizal Bin Omar

'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency,
as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love
someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is
that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart.
Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything?
Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.

She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences,
she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But
unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children,
we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable.
But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.

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Know that the pain will pass and when it passes ,
you will become stronger , happier , more sensitive and aware .

-Mariana

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Thursday, September 30, 2010 9:15 PM

I-AM-BORED-SURVEY.

Because Mariana is bored...

TEN ARE YOU’S.

1. Are you single - No I’m not :)
2. Are you happy - MORE THAN HAPPY.
3. Are you bored - Supremely.
4. Are you naked - Nope. I'm wearing my dad's converse t-shirt with my FBT shorts.
5. Are you a blonde - I’m not.
6. Are you moody - At times.

7. Are you a lover/hater? - Lover, I don't hate, I dislike.
8. Are you hot/cold - Neither.
9. Are you Irish - No.
10. Are you Asian - Yes.

TEN FACTS.

1. Name - Mariana.
2. Nicknames - Nana, Yana, Yatithe list goes on…
3. Any birth marks - 1, on my right thigh.
4. Hair color - Black.
5. Natural hair color - As above.
6. Eye color - Black.
7. Height - 143.
8. Mood - Chilled.

9. Favorite colours - Pink, White, Black, Gray.
10. One place you want to visit - MIAMI.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight - I used to, but not anymore.
2. Do you believe in soul mates - No, I believe certain people are drawn to each other, but no one person is destined to be with another.
3. Are you straight - YES, thank god :)
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes. uncountable times.
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - Not to my knowledge.
6. Ever had your heart broken? - Thrice.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - Who hasn’t?
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - I don't know..
9. Who was the last person you hugged? - My boyfriend.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - My boyfriend, too.

TEN THIS OR THAT.

1. Love or lust - Love.
2. Lies or truth - Truth.
3. Cats or dogs - Cats.
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - Few best friends.
5. Television or internet - INTERNET.
6. Chinese Or Indian - Chinese.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – As much as I like a good night out, I love being curled up at home with my baby…
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness… but I do love money.
9. Night or day - NIGHT.
10. Msn or phone - Phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.

1. Been caught sneaking out - No. Imma PRO.
2. Been skinny dipping - What's that?
3. Bungee jumped - No.
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker - I don’t know, probably.
5. Lied to someone you liked - Who hasn’t?
6. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - We’ve all been there.
7. Wanted something you couldn’t have - Yes.
8. Cried yourself to sleep? - YESSSS, SEVERAL TIMES.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - no.
10. Wanted to disappear – Before, and I had disappeared before. MIA.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER.

1. Smile or eyes - Oh my god… Both.
2. Light or dark hair - Dark.
3. Hugs or kisses - Both, please.
4. Shorter or taller - Taller.
5. Intelligence or attraction - Intelligence. I’d be hard pushed to find you attractive if you’re not smart… I’m sorry, but intelligence is a turn on.
6. Romantic or spontaneous - Both. Always both.
7. Funny or serious - I love a sense of humour, but you definitely need both.
8. Older or Younger - Older. For sure.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad Ass - Both ;)

TEN HAVE YOU’S.

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes I have.
2. Ever done drugs - Illegal? No, that’s not my scene.
3. Ever consumed alcohol - No.
4. Ever been lost - YES.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - No.
6. Ever done something you shouldn’t - Yes, who hasn’t?
7. Ever been on a sports team - No, I’m not the athletic type.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - No!
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - Don’t be daft. I can’t even drive.
10. Ever been in a rap video? - No not yet, damn it!

TEN LASTS.

1. Last phone call you made - My Boyfriend.(Brian said:My girlfriend.)
2. Last person you hung out with - My Boyfriend.(Brian said:My girlfriend.)
3. Last person you hugged - My Boyfriend.(Brian said:My girlfriend.)
4. Last time you worked -I dont work. (Brian said: IT Show, few weeks back.)
5. Last person you tackled - My Boyfriend.(Brian said:My girlfriend.)
6. Last person you IM’d - I dont know. (Brian said:I don't have msn, or whatever.)
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies - My boyfriend, Heidi, kelvin.(Brian said: My girlfriend, Heidi, kelvin.)
9. Last thing you missed - My boy :) (Brian said:My girlfriend lah, then who.)
10. Last thing you ate - Chicken Rice. (Brian said: Rice with minced meat and fish.)

LAST PERSON TO.

1. Sleep beside you? - My sister. (Brian said:I never sleep beside you before, shit.)
2. See you cry? - My boyfriend. (Brian said:Brian is a pussy he CRIES IN ENGLISH CLASS.)
3. You went out to dinner with? - My boyfriend and Heidi (Brian said: My girlfriend and Heidi.) ~ He timer, got two girls. HAHAH XD JOKING.
4. Shouted at you? - The wind. (Brian said: me also, the wind.)
5. You talked on the phone to? - My girlfriend. (Brian said: Then you put my 'girlfriend'.)
6. Text you? - Jacqueline. (Brian said: You lah. "My girlfriend.")
7. Made you laugh? - My Boyfriend.(Brian said:My girlfriend.)
8. Buy you something? - My Boyfriend! He bought me ice-creammm.
9. Make you sad? - Mhd Shari Bin Mhd Idris Bin Mhd Salleh, He's the worst motherfucker you could ever get to know. He'll break and tear and punch and then kill you heart.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010 7:30 AM

Another no school day

So, another no school day, huh? I thought I would woke up early to get to school. It turned out to be my dad telling me "Hey, we're late, I've got not enough time to reach you to school. Don't go to school today." So, I was like 'okay' kinda thing. I fret I wouldn't wake up early later, because I will be going to Bukit Merah, my mum wants the photos I've took with my younger sister during the Hari Raya with friends and my guy. Wait, I don't think it's friends, seems more like Cousin's Hari Raya Outing. HAHA. Damn, I'm posting now because I need to share something, and another thing is I hadn't been updating.

memories, the joy that you gave to me
i'm holding on to something no longer there
waking up from my sleep into this reality
to realize our love is no longer here.

Every time I listen to this song, or something related to it, I'll always think about it again. I've moved on, had a boyfriend who is so much better than him not caring about age, knows my feelings too at times, sweeter than him, not a low life guy, and I'm still not forgetting than unworthy guy in my whole entire life -.-

Sunday, September 26, 2010 1:19 PM

Ashleyliane Dance Company: "ADC Mix" (Hip Hop Intensive)

12:17 PM

Miles Brown and Bailrok (Future Funk) Freestyle

12:05 PM

4 Year-Old Hip Hop Dancer Miles Brown On Ellen Show 10/20/2009

11:53 AM

Ashleyliane Dance Company: "The Way I Are" (Short Version)

I love this tooooo!

11:48 AM

[Hiphop] Get Sexy - Sugababes choreogrephy by Kiaro (choreographer : Ell...

11:45 AM

Britney Spears "Circus" (by Se-yang)

11:44 AM

Vincent Vianen - Last Night - Choreography

This one is my favourite !

11:35 AM

DANCE GENERATION @ Russia / Moscow Electro Style (by SMT)

Saturday, September 25, 2010 4:29 PM

Ashleyliane Dance Company--National Dance Week

Wednesday, September 22, 2010 9:50 PM

Leopard Fever (Shoes)

I ❤ these SHOES. OMG.

Saturday, September 18, 2010 10:56 AM

updated!

Hola to all beloved readers! (: I'm going out soon, so I'll just try to get a quick update, alright?

Yesterday after school, we didn't attend Maths remedial. Who? Me, Brian and Heidi. We went to wait Kelvin at school bustop, and then headed off to Plaza Singapura by 14. Was it 14? yeah. We wanted to watch Cats and Dogs; Revenge of Kitty Galore, but its timing was late, and so are the other movies. Then, we head to Central, and walked around Clarke Quay at about 4pm. Walked to Whopper Bar, and they had lunch there. We get up from Whopper Bar at about 6 something and sat opposite the bungee jump thingy. Watched people screaming from there and took some photos. hehe. Then, the couple splitted from there, as Heidi and Kelvin working at BK, me and Brian wants to have dinner at BK. hehe, we asked Heidi to get us a cup of mushrooms! NICELY SPLENDID :D the nicest dinner ever. hehe.

Now, I'm going out, to meet Brian and find the yesterday's kitten! And then head to Woodlands for my delicious Laksa Cockles ! :D bye!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010 2:21 AM

Love is unconditional, that's my definition to it.

Today was simply a fun day, no.. Yesterday, because now is like 2:23am. Class outing was great. I woke up late and ended up rushing to school for re-test. DNT re-test was not hard, but I've got not enough time to complete the whole worksheet. Then Poh Wei Jun came and Mr Yap drove us to Siloso Beach with Mr Lee too. Everyone met up outside Food Republic, well.. mostly. Mr Lee and Mr Yap came by car and was a little bit late because some people need to complete their test, like Meredith & Mariana. We played ball and sand and mostly swam in Siloso Beach. Nice weather to be tanned with :D We ate Mr. Lee's Mum's cooking, fried rice, chicken wings and some hotdogs. Next, we tried to light up Mr Lee's birthday cake, but to total fail. So we surprised him of the birthday cake, without the candles being light up. The guys got him a jersey while the girls got him a towel with the girls name on it with his name.

The class was playing by the beach, Brian and I went to the rocky side to dry ourselves up a lil'. I didn't know why Shari came up to my mind -.- I know, it's stupid. I'm trying to move on here. But everyone's different and the worst thing in life is never to know what exactly your 'beloved' wants and thinks. Am I being too emo-ish? Yes, no? But Brian is making my days better, so much better ,♥. Okay readers, I need to get some comfortable, cooling sleep now. Shit lah, I uploading 161 selected, 161 compressed, 70 uploaded, only. You tell me how to sleep. Aiyohhhh, my butt the tail bone pain already, grrrr.