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Mariana☮
Let's just make this simple.
I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Sunday, October 17, 2010 2:02 AM
I'm saying this once and for all.
I'm saying this once and for all.So what do you want from me, from us that you are now hating so much. If you want me to say sorry to you although I have no idea what I did wrong, you tell me. You're saying I'm childish? YES I AM, and so what? I'm still young, why be mature.. You don't have to be matured at all times, if you do, you'll go crazy. If you don't know what is the meaning of matured, you should go and Google it. You don't have to talk behind MY back now. That proves that you are no different from me or the others.
You want me say right in your face? and make you dishearten and cry and get angry and do violent stuff, which you think that is matured? I DO NOT THINK SO. Why I say all this things here? Cos whenever I talk face to face with you or anyone else, I DO NOT THINK BEFORE I SPEAK. You know I do not mean bad. Honesty and truth is what others could not really accept, unless it is a good news to them. I didn't rumour around about your family or boyfriend or even your friends.. What is the point of telling them bad things about you. Even now, when I am saying you the truth about you, you couldn't accept it and yet get much angrier. Being matured and an adult is never easy. You should think of what others' feel, how others look at you, how they think, how they think about your heart, brain, attitude, mind and self.
You will never find the reason of why you are angry now, all you want to do is delete people, running away of what they themselves think about you. You want me to say sorry? Can, I know I should say sorry because I talk behind your back, you should know why.. Even you yourself talk behind others' back, what goes around comes around. I've taught you things you do not know, I've seen you crying your heart out when you are out of love, I've seen you getting mad over something small, I've seen you smile, I've seen you laugh, even though I dislike you. I'm saying all these is not because I wanna be friends with you again. Just telling you to know more of what I think life is. You should look deeper and think what is the root of every problem, and then you can take action. Don't be so unreasonable.
The most commonest part of every girl, is being a bitch by gossiping, even I gossip, I know.. that is because I know where I am standing and I know myself. Everybody talks about me, some hates me too because I call them sluts, because I do not know them well. Why I call them sluts? Because THEY are either being unreasonable or I judge them by their outside. Life, love, friendship or whatever relationship you could possibly think is never a subject which you could understand. Seriously, it's not like math where you have the answer sheet and you know you get it right or wrong. It's the problems in your life that is the math of everything, learn from your mistakes. By deleting us and trying to mean 'I don't want to befriend you, because you talk bad about me.' kind of thing, is stupid.
So what if I post all of those nasty things about you? You said that's the reason why you deleted us from Facebook, but yet.. you still cared to read something about yourself, and that is another stupid thing. Why make things so confusing when you could just deal with it when we meet? rather than being so called sarcastic in messages? -.- I couldn't care less about you, really. I've got other friends, why must I be so screwed up just because of you one person. You are bothering my mind the whole day, because you said things which you should know I do not like. Did I make a big fuss out of it? You should know yes I did, I told Brian I said I couldn't take it about you, and felt like giving you one tight slap. All he said was ok. Cos he can't be bothered about me too.
..and truly, even other people knows you with your foundation too white on your skin colour. I've told you too many times your skin tone is perfect and you do not need any foundation anymore, but you simply can't listen.