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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Friday, October 1, 2010 8:47 PM
Predicting the guess
If you ever see him, if you ever meet him,I am being too sensitive. Most of every single word and action he said and did to perempuan yang lain really made me cemburu. I know I'm easily jealous-ed lah, but I can't help it. I'm still trying to overcome this stupid jealousy ok. Anyway, she's my kawan, sama class pulak tu. Alah, Sya.. kalau kau tak tawu pun, si muke penyet tu. Entah lah. I'm just overreacting towards something neutral and normal. Dah tu, tadi itu perempuan and my mataer balek same2. Menyampah betul ku melihat. Haha. I'm being weird and he won't like it, so I should just keep it to myself, right? YES :(
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to him,
Let him know it's so cold, here without him,
And tell him I miss him,tell him I want him,
to come back, back to keep me warm,
Tell him I'm sorry, I'm really sorry,
Can you forgive me? Please forgive me,
and come back beside me, back to keep me warm.
I'll try to love you more.
He's Mathematics isn't as bad as I'd thought it would be. I ain't being sarcastic, I'm saying this honestly. Oh, I've got a lot of incomplete homework y'know. Like, Mathematics worksheets, like 2-3 sets of it. Why I had so much? Well, it is basically because of the days that I didn't attend school. Haha, so yeah.. Sometimes I just don't get it, and I don't know why do I always don't get want I want to know, and why I always forget about things so shortly after, and my patience had been lowered too low. Whatever lah sey. I thought I won't get this feeling again, but emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo, why am I always being emo. I thought I've stepped out of that pathetic behavior yet fabulous style. Dear Mariana Daughter of Sarip Son of Samsuri or Mariana Binte Sarip Bin Samsuri, you will get over with this shit. Don't think too much about it and always remember jealousy is a horrible sickness.
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