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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Thursday, October 14, 2010 7:41 PM
The two of you quite suit each other.
Brian Joetasia; A single word can hurt someone"s feelings.I cried while I was typing and listening to Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are. I don't know if I am being nice or harsh |: sigh.. Maybe I was used to how my ex boyfriends treat me. I'm scared that he'll be the same just like the other guys. The other guys meaning, they say all those sweetly old things, build some trust in me towards him, and then when he knows that I trust him so much, he'll leave. I'm sick and tired of those guys, Malay typical guys. I don't know.. All I know now is to pray hard that my grades are high, revise and recap for DNT and MT paper tomorrow. When was the last time I've cried as heavy as this man. I got to go now.
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oJasmine Chee Shi Min - Glad you know! please tell this to APPLE! hahaha(: * NOT EDWIN! the real APPLE.
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oMariana Joeytasia - Sorry )'= I'm sorry if I hurt you with my words. I'm sorry if I am being harsh on you. I am sorry if I took you away from your friends. I am sorry if every single thing I do or say to you actually had a deadly pinch to your heart. I am sorry if I am being uncaring towards you Brian. I am really sorry if I've never said sorry to every mistake that I've made to you. I am sorry if I were to just ignore you and walk off without saying a thing or look back at you. But I've never hated you, I've never thought of making you cry, not even once.. Every time I saw you shedding a single tear, I'll be wiping it off for you and try to make things better. Maybe I didn't understand you much. No matter how much you think that I am having mood swing or pissed off, you know deep down, I'm still loving you more than anyone I've liked or loved. All those guys you thought I had a crush on so much, was all a lie. You know I've never wanted to hurt you. I tried to change, you changed me to be a better person. You are my world, I swear. I am quiet because I thought I should know when to talk and when to listen and feel. I miss your hugs. You're amazing, no matter how cheapskate you are, no matter how silly, how dumb. You are stupid, hah, but I am teaching you in every way I can.. I made you cry, I wiped your tears away, you made me cry, you made me laugh, you made me sad, you always make me happy, you made me frown, you made me smile. I've never regretted being with you, you're the guy that I wanted to stare at always. I've moved on.. Happy 5 months again, thanks for the gift though, don't act cute by using envelope to actually write a note. Hah :'D I love you.
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Calling Brian David Tay in progress.....
Ok, bye! ^^