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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Monday, December 20, 2010 4:34 AM
Everything felt like a dream to me. This whole thing, really is a dream. It's like I've no idea if I'm awake now. I always believe in bad people can change, but I don't know. Anyway, Brian and I are still together. I've noticed the rainbow in me, it's beautiful. I don't know how long this is going to last but I know we would not last long, we are religions apart, he won't believe in who I believe in, he won't teach me things I don't know in my own religion. He will leave me, and when that time comes, I am certain that I will miss the times we had together. He always make me smile although I'm at my worst. He's always there for me. When he's gone for about 2 weeks or so, we really do drift apart. Sometimes, he could be very annoying too, and that makes him cute for his reaction.I don't know if I really deserve being with him. He could get someone much much more better. He's that fragile glass. Feelings. I've been broken repeatedly, again and again till I got tired of this cycle of guy's breaking girl's heart and fucking don't care. I've been carried away with bits of guys way, because I know I could give a better love than those guys I've been with. As in, before this current guy.. he's a real cutie ♥ Hehehehe, it's true! Okay, I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight.
You can hope, but it's best if you have a back up plan.
In case your hopes vanished into thin air without you knowing.
And you know how that pinching feeling kill.
P/S: I still love my boyfriend. My one and only.