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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Friday, July 1, 2011 10:07 AM
Cried twice last night. Oh well, first one was because I was very angry with a bitch saying out his name infront of my face. Fuck. Tryna show off that you guys are talking when him and I are not? Fuck you. Attention seeker brat. I went out of the Design Studio and banged the door shut. I walked to the staircase and tried to cool myself down and told myself to not let that affect me, but it was hurting like hell. Then, I cried, my teacher saw me crying when he walked passed by, I didn't wanna tell him the reason to why I cried because I know that it is very lame. I cried and hated myself to actually still cry for him. It's like I didn't even fucking exist in your life. You didn't even catch a glimpse of me. Why? I thought you loved me, I dreamt of you, again and again. Fuck this feeling okay. I hate this. I can't think straight with you in the presence of my life. You left me like it was just a snap of a finger and a thumb. I know this, this, this, whole, fucking, epic, thing is stupid. Going to school is a total nightmare! I can't even fucking hell forget you with your voices and remembering when I used to be beside you always. Fuck la ok. Secondly, I cried because boyfriend was angry at me :( cos I gave a dislike face when he said 'iloveyou' to me. Gr8. Then he just walked off and blablabla. Fuck, I got to go to school now. 10.17am. tata.