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Mariana☮
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I'm having a relationship with 'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency, as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart. Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything? Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.
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Thursday, February 16, 2012 12:18 PM
February Hurts My Smile
Good Afternoon :>
Just though of having an update to this dead blog. Have not been going to school, planning of quitting this course and change my course at the next intake :/ hmm, I'm currently working. Part timer at an Italian Restraunt at 313Somerset, with my darla! In two weeks, we worked for 1 day only, gr8. off for all of the days. Awkward much.
I'm planning of buying a digital camera, anyone willing to leave me a suggestion on which camera?
I already have 2 cute old kittens of 7 months old. Haha! One is Chicky and another is Dolly. Very smart and adorable~ "I'm into you, I'm into you... Na na nananana na-yeh!" I'm always being random, don't I? :D
Yesterday, Darla and I went to Newton to celebrate my cousin, Matin's 17th birthday. Mummy, daddy, Mummy Sheila, Fayed, Danial and Danial's brother was there. We had seafood for dinner treat at Newton. It was kinda awesome, but the best would just stay at Changi :> Changi seafood all nice nice one eh. Seriously la..
4 days ago, was my darla's awesome 21st birthday. So good, so many people birthday on February la .__. mine so slowww. I made him a box-ed pic. Clueless about it? It's a small box, about the size of your palm, with a small picture and a small note in it, and the top of the box can be seen through. It's kinda cute, like a small photo frame in a box kinda thing. My darla now, is sleeping like a sleeping beast not a sleeping beauty :> kekeke, cute right.... I know.
You're a father now, it's good that you could touch her already. When I saw you smiling while looking at the kiddy, I couldn't help but to cry. I tried my best not to, I convinced my heart that I shouldn't be hurt, I should be happy for you. But what hurts me the most was, your lovely daughter isn't born from my own stomach, she's not my blood. I couldn't help it, I'm trying my best to overcome that fact. It hurts.. I love you baby. Has anyone ever gone through this type of hurt before? Please, let me know that I'm not alone hurting. I need some lightened spirit.
Toodles <3