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Happy Birthday to this troublesome kid.

My birthday for this year may not be as special as the past years, and I really don't mind much about it. It was pretty much of a normal day, like how I usually live my everyday life. Facebook wall was flooded with birthday wishes, cellphone was received with wishes too. I got wishes from my friends, my boyfriend, my step-mother, my step-sister, syafiqah, razia, ellysha and also kit yee. Not from my mother or father, but I know they knew about it all the while and it's okay for me.

As years passed, birthday celebrations slowly fade into a meaningless day, no different with any other day. What do we expect? We're getting older each year. Boyfriend's step mother and dad came for a sleepover, but they had a small quarrel when they reached, and went home for a while I guess. I went to sleep when we reached home, hoping that my dreadful birthday would end faster and I could get over with the day and start a new day already.

My boyfriend woke me up from my sleep saying that his dad wants to talk about something serious. My boyfriend and I walked to the living room and sat right beside him with our legs crossed. His dad sit up straight and asked if we have done any wrong to him, we looked at each other and looked back at his dad, shaking our head, saying no. He grabbed his bag and took out a small red box and wished me happy birthday, and saying that the present was from him and his wife. I tried to sound happy and delighted of receiving the gift, but my emotion of depression was controlling my mind and I could just afford a wide smile on my face, hoping it doesn't make them worry for me. I put it aside. His dad asked me don't I feel curious what's in it, frankly, I wasn't, but I tried to entertain to cover my empty mind. I carried the box up and looked at it all around. It was a red, rectangular box wrapped around with a tiny strip of red ribbon. I opened it, tried to get myself shocked, but I could just made myself acting cute trying to wear the golden bracelet on my wrist. Ibu got Faizal to put it on for me, I shook it, and it almost fell out of my wrist. They said that my wrist was too small, and the bracelet was the standard small size, but it's okay.

I stayed for a while with his dad and mum. I went to the bedroom straight to continue my trip of sleep to the next day. I took my phone, to check if I would receive any messages from my family, but non appeared, but I received a Whatsapp message from my boyfriend.

"Sayang, acin nak ucapkan happy anniversary yg ke 6 bulan. acin tau, selame acin dgn cin, cin tak bahagia. acin selalu marah sayang. maafkan acin, tapi sungguh, kadang2 yg terjadi acin tak sedar yg acin da melebih. maafkan acin ye sayang. and sorry kalau birthday cin tak seperti mane yg cin inginkan. insya allah, ade rezeki, acin dapatkan sesuatu buat sayang k. muah. baby, acin harap wish acin bermakna buat cin walaupun tk seberape. sayang janji k, takmo tinggalkan acin. acin akan selalu menyintai dan menyayangi mu sayang. love you always. muah, good night baby."

I cried after reading it. Thinking about how far we've been through together. I wanted to celebrate my 17th birthday with his family and my family together having a dinner at Seoul Garden, I tried to save. But it wasn't written in God's hands I guess. It was being heard, but not being written and it's okay.

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