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Mariana☮

17, Female ,Singapore .

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I'm having a relationship with ~~Aliff Bin Raffi~~ Faizal Bin Omar

'She didn't just kissed, she claimed ownership. Took his mouth with urgency,
as if her life depended on her kissing him.' You know how is it when you love
someone? And the hard part, the bad part, the Jerry Springer Show part is
that you never stop loving someone. There’s always a piece of them in your heart.
Were you so afraid of losing something you love, that you refuse to love anything?
Sometimes I'd be glad if only you'd fought for me.

She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences,
she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But
unless you stepped into the game, you would never know. When we were children,
we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable.
But to grow up is to accept vulnerability. To be alive is to be vulnerable.

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Know that the pain will pass and when it passes ,
you will become stronger , happier , more sensitive and aware .

-Mariana

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Thursday, August 2, 2012 12:23 AM

Prisoner of love

I'm beginning to feel lonelier as days passed. I began to miss you more than I've ever had. We can't help it, you have to go out and earn some money for us to live on. I can't stop myself from imagining how everything will be like after I've given birth. It's going to be awkward for us. A small family, living in a room at another person's house. This is not how I planned everything to be, but things had happened, nobody can change it.

I kept on thinking about renting a small place for us, somewhere where we can have our own privacy. Looks like we're stuck like this until a sum of money is more than enough for us to move on.

Every time you go to work, I had to wait until you end. By then, I would be looking forward to seeing your face and I'll go like, 'Oh dear, you've no idea how much I've missed you. All I ever wanted to do was to set the time faster so I don't have to wait any longer to look at your eyes, lips, face. I miss you.' I couldn't help myself earlier on today, he reached home from work, we played mini monopoly together. We put away for awhile and lay on the bed together, I hugged him tight and said in my heart, "I miss you so much, you have no idea." I cried, scared of loosing him one day. He's asleep beside me now. Poor baby, worked too hard and fell asleep without me tonight haha. I can't live without you.

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