


Know that the pain will pass and when it passes ,
you will become stronger , happier , more sensitive and aware .
-Mariana
I woke up very early this morning. Thinking maybe I've gained the good mood and confidence to start my day at work willfully. Had my bath, made breakfast and prepared husband's lunchbox. I got myself ready and head out to coffeeshop as husband wants to buy breakfast for me. And then he asked me about why I blocked him in whatsapp. Yes, I did blocked him, just for the reason that I don't want him to see my last seen or when i'm online, because he's gonna think differently but i lied to him at first, thinking maybe if i'd told him the truth i would be dead. But i guess lying was the shortcut to positive death. Haha, yeah.
He didnt allow me to head to work. And from there we had our personal problem. Everything went fine after 0740, and i was already late for work. Now, i'm in the bus on my way to work, 0818. *Sigh* So much for heading positively to work. :/