


Know that the pain will pass and when it passes ,
you will become stronger , happier , more sensitive and aware .
-Mariana
all that i've tried was just to be the best for you. if you think that i wasted my money on buying gifts for you on any random day, your birthday and valentines then I really think it's a waste, why? because you didnt APPRECIATE my hard thought of love for you. But don't you worry, that'll be the last time that I will ever buy a single gift for you. You said that the reason that you're not home always was because I am always working. Shouldn't you be thankful for that? Shouldn't you THINK thoroughly about the way you THINK about me? can you just tell me something that i can understand? Why are you being so mean towards all that i am sacrificing? I am doing this not just for myself, but i had to duplicate myself into many parts to work for, for you, for our babies, for us and for our future! i am trying to upgrade myself and work. we are living an expensive island called Singapore. why are you not thinking good enough of me? you said i slept with another guy and your mum saw me and we divorced? and you didn't even own up (mengaku) that I am your legal wife! why? i am still shutting myself up from ALL, literally ALL of your bullshits which no other girls can deal with. If you really want to divorce me, go ahead. I am ready.